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yesterday i picked my car up from the shop (which cost $250) and took the time to enjoy driving it around, little did i know it would be the last day i ever would.
around 11:00 pm i was watching star wars III and my friend zach walked in the room and said "bobby, i think someone might have hit your car."
i walked outside to find my car, which was previously on the side of the road, almost sideways in the ditch. the trunk was open and the back was smashed forward against my tires. you could smell gasoline leaking on the ground and there were pieces of car everywhere.
the person who hit my car was nowhere to be found, but the police found her car down the street abandoned. they found her a few minutes later though. she said she slid on some ice, but there was no ice on the road. also the damage could not have been done by a car going even close to the speed limit, so she was obviously speeding a lot. my car was pronounced undrivable by the tallmadge city police department on january 27, 2007.
i only have liability on my car insurance so theres a chance i wont get any money.
i dont have a car now and my life is ruined.
i dont know how i am going to get to school.

so today i was driving
my hood started smoking which has never happened, so i stopped my car and opened my hood and discovered that my engine was on fire.
like a big fire
and i walked like ten feet away and called my dad
turns out my starter exploded and caught my engine on fire
now i dont have a car
at least not for now, but my dads friend is trying to fix it for me
i guess i just need a new starter

i drizzity-dropped out of intro to exceptionalities. i didnt want to take a three point five hour long night class.
today is friday, and even though school started on tuesday this is my first day actually coming to school.
i have a class in two hours
college writing one isnt as bad as i thought, and one of my old high school pals is in my class.
great books is interesting but a lot of reading. i have to go buy this one book pretty soon and read the entire thing by monday.
i'm not looking forward to 7 ideas.
i'm not looking forward to ed. tech..
i'm hungry and it is cold.
i slept in my car for 45 minutes today.
i'm just trying to kill 2 hours so i can go to class and then go home.
having class at 7:45am is gay as fuck.

MONDAY
College Writing I 7:45-8:35am
Great Books II 8:50-9:40am
7 Ideas... 12:05-12:55am

TUESDAY
Educational Technology 9:15-10:30am
Intro to Exceptionalities 4:25-7:05pm

WEDNESDAY
College Writing I 7:45-8:35am
Great Books II 8:50-9:40am
7 Ideas... 12:05-12:55am

THURSDAY
Educational Technology 9:15-10:30am

FRIDAY
College Writing I 7:45-8:35am
Great Books II 8:50-9:40am
7 Ideas... 12:05-12:55am

buying food every once in a while
but not enough to purchase a smile
a tank of gas is a treasure to me
i know now that nothing is free
i talk to you every now and then
i never felt so alone again

i did a lot better then i thought i would do in my first semester.
towards the end i was starting to slack because i was so worried about my money situation
but i pulled it off and here are my grades:

Freshman Orientation: S

The Art Of Theatre: B

Basic Math Concepts: A-

Introduction To Human Communications: C

Introduction to Sociology: I actually have not received this grade yet, but before the final I had a C and the final was easier than the other two tests combined i thought, so i am expecting to get around a B


fuck yeah

if you heard that i did coke and you believed that then ask yourself how well your really know me.
i would never do that shit.
i'm super upset that someone would even say that about me.
wtf?

bank account= $-183.14
semester is almost over i just have to go take three finals next week
i just want to go spend an entire day with my little brothers who i dont see anymore :(

i almost have a job at gay taco bell
i went there to take the test yesterday and i am just waiting for them to call me today or tomorrow
it doesnt even matter because i am fucked

my bank account in at $-94.12
(yes, that is a negative number)

its 11:11
you know what that means

i miss a lot of people

i am really really starting to get worried about money and no matter how many applications i fill out nobody ever seems to call me. i need a job and i need it now.

i'm not too worried about anything school related. i have pretty much accepted that i am not going to pass human communications with a C average so i am going to have to take that class again next fall. if i do pass it then i will be very shocked.

i'm going to do the opposite of what i would usually do today; i am taking about 30 cds up to the exchange to SELL them. and i have not bought a cd in at least a month.

i still hate living with my mom

return of the living dead is my favorite zombie movie

i can no longer listen to "my friend peter" by alkaline trio because its the only song that skips on the entire record. this upsets me.

i listen to defiance ohio way too much.

i cannot wait until spring

my punk band sounds really good now, but we are still working on second guitar and vocals. we are working with my friend brent on second guitar and cory nagy is suppose to do vocals for us but i'm not sure if he is still going to do it. i need to make a few bass lines here and there because some of the parts i play are a little generic, but its not important that i do that. the o'briens and i are all really excited about this and we think it sounds great and that people will like it a lot.

anyone want to help me get a job somewhere? anywhere?

i'm pretty worried about finals
i'm pretty glad my car actually works now
i'm pretty sure i'm going to start working at a pizza place until i can find a better job
i'm pretty sick of filling out applications
i'm pretty tired from having to wake up for school after having such a long thanksgiving break
i'm pretty hungry since i dont have any money to buy food
i'm pretty much amazing at tony hawk's project 8
i'm pretty

i have $708 left out of all the money i had. i dont know.
i dont know how much i have to pay to get my car fixed tomorrow, but it will most likely leave me with NO MONEY.
on the brightside i got my spring 2007 bill from kent and again they owe me a lot of money.
i need to get a job really really quick and then purchase a brand spankin' new car. you know, a car that doesn't stall and backfire while i'm driving.
everything has been pretty confusing and depressing lately, but i'm not letting it bother me.
i need a vacation. i'm going to take out another student loan around summer time and i am going to drive really really far away and then come back.

i was watching the buckeys play michigan yesterday and they kept talking about how it was the seniors' last game. i cant imagine how emotional that must have been to those big 'roid poppin' college beer drinkin' jocks.

no more public smoking in ohio! yay!

jessica told me i needed to update my lj. so...


i'm stoked about the election results even though i didn't help out any since i didnt vote.

i was driving home
i was on the highway
the radio was up really loud and i was listening to rumbleseat
the windows were rolled all the way down
it was about 7:30pm and it was cold
it felt good
THEN
john obrien called me!
he snuck his phone into basic training
he is fucking crazy!
he is doing good though, but i still cant wait to see him in december

so not only did i get at home with owen today in the mail, but they decided to also send, in the same package, a green apple airhead!!

fuck you

what do i want?

i dont know.

i've been drinking a lot lately, and i thought it was because john was going to the national guard and i wanted to spend as much time with him before he left as i could. i thought i was doing it because i wanted to do something with john that we use to do all of the time back when we were pretty much best friends with each other. last friday i realized i was drinking because i was sad that he was leaving. i wont get to see him until december and that will only be for 2 weeks. and then he is going to be gone for two more months. after that he said that he almost guarantees that they ship him to iraq or iran. i was really sad friday and i have been really sad since then. i'm sorry for being such a drunk lately. i'm quitting for awhile anyway. i dont even have anyone to drink with anymore anyway.

i'm going to miss john o'brien. he was one of the greatest people i knew.

i just cannot handle him leaving. i cannot picture hanging out with my highschool friends without john being there. he was one of a kind. i could keep going, but that won't change the fact that i miss him already.

"bob, you are just a typical boy and i never knew it."

i still have not received the charles bronson cd i ordered in the mail over a month ago, after emailing the people who were suppose to send it to me i received this email

Bob,
looks like it got lost in the mail. we'll get a re-shipment out to you today. Let me know when it arrives.

evan



yeah right.